my sunday~~ 1st sunday on April!

me-ru wo goran kudasai... me-ru wo goran kudasai...♪♪♯♭...( please check your mail.. camtu la lebih kurang maksudnya..!!).. thats my phone tone when receives SMS.. check my phone with my eyes half open... big smile on my face when saw good morning SMS from si dia... its 6:40am... its time to wake up... wake up wake up.. bagun pagi gosok gigi cuci muka kita mandi..grrrrrr... sejukk!!! then tidy up my bed n room... taraaaaaa... very tidy rite... oppss, for your information, that bed sheet was made by myself.. hehe

After that, my stomach start it concert.. early morning so hungry.. traditional song this time.. hmm.. so went out to the gerai kuih not far from my house to buy something for breakfast..

So kuih that i bought this morning... hmm kuih seri muka (brown color..thats one of my favorite when i was a kid).. curry puff, my favorite until now.. Kuih lapis (red n white color), very sweet n nice and.. Kuih i dont know the name le.. haha.. that bulat one!! and oppss, not in the pic, kuih apam kemboja.. (eating while one the way bk home lol..) and white coffee.. very yummy...

Then after breakfast, time for me to start sewing.. kurek kurek kurekkkkk sounds from the machine... hehe

krekk krekk krekk.. the best sound ever!! lol... Around 11, went to Jusco to buy groceries and bought table for my machine.. murah but very practicle.. hmm picture not avaiable for that.. sorry ya.. haha.. tooo shy to take picture at supermarket... people will look at me la wei!! lol Then , and then having lunch and rushing bk home coz im late for work now... have to arrives office before 2pm.... lari lari!!! before that have to stop by at DOBI to hantar my baju for cleaning.. got no baju to wear anymore.. " kak tolong cuci baju nih yer.. malam nanti saya ambil..".. haha but she know me oredy.. and she said ok... cuci my baju fast fast!!! On car now rushing to train station.. OMG, pewangi kereta sudah habis... ok ok done!! haha... now on the CD.. well, what CD??? taraaaaaaaa...... SITI NURHALIZA... i bought original one ok!!

Cerita Cinta Siti Nurhaliza.. got many good love songs by her~

Then rushing to office.. goshhhh im late.. huhuhu... run run run..... but finally.... taraaaa~~~ reached office safely and punch card.. oppsss.. 2:00pm sharp!! no less no more!! haha taraaaa.... go to do work la wei!!!

hahaha.. okkey.. enuf for today... time for me to go bk home.. hupp hupp hureyyyyy!!!

boleh pergi dating... hureyyyy~~~~~

see you later~~

Stubborn Wut Ever~

I am stubborn?? yes i am.. so really me.. very stubborn!
I hardly to give up with what im doing..
I hardly leave the things behind until i finish it..
I never take for granted from other people..but if u want take advantage from me, hmm i think u better thing twice!! im not that stupid!!

Some people very easy to break the promise as easy as they make it!! this is what was happen to me before.. a friend of mine, very easy to promise this promise that.. but at the end left everything behind and susahkan orang lain..!! maybe my mistake la trust him.. but friend ma.. help each other.. that whats friends for.. but finally yeah.. bammmmmm... this non heart stomach ( tiada hati perut) which i called friend gone and left like nothing happen... hmmm its ok la, perhaps other people will kind enough to help me out with this problem.. and yeah luckily i found it!! so thankful and YOU SAVE MY LIFE DUDE!!

Life getting hard.. i know.. but not as hard as my heart!! listening to Cher, "you havent see the last of me".. reminds me of somebody.. yeah it is me.. this song so really me.. thats why i love this song so very much.. you can say anything u want, u can think anything u want about me, but i know better who i am.. after do some thought, i dont care anymore as long as i know where i put my feet on!!

I never forget and breaks any promises, u can count on me.. I dont lie to other people, i never did.. What i said, thats what i will do!! It might take times, but i will make sure all complete and perfect as what i like, as what u wanna it be!!

Im so stubborn, eventho people brought me far from my breaking points... I can adjust it, as simple as those people change and break their promise!!

You wanna try my kicks?? (left or right, as what u like)... better dont!!!

Congratulations

I know u can do it.. I know u can do it well.. Congratulation sayang... Im so happy for you.. Well done... :) and wish u all the best for the next level.. might be little bit difficult, but I am pretty sure u can handle it!!

Im so damn sleepy now.. will sleep soon tho.. its midnight oredy..

Tadi Syarifah Shahira datang office... she so friendly eventho she was rushing bcoz mahu hantar anak ke sekolah katanya..
Hahaha aku sudah jumpa 2 artis sejak bekerja with this company.. masa anniversary last time jumpa Ning Baizura.. Her voice so amazing.. N for Syarifah Shahira pula nothing different seperti mana yang dapat kita lihat di kaca TV.. sangat spontan dan sporting..

Last night sakit perut yang amat sangat.. Terjaga dari tedo sampai 3 kali dan berlari ke tandas.. lol.. memulas2 n rasa macam mahu ambil MC saja but tak mahu la bcoz dekat office banyak kerja.. luckily dekat office feel better..

Its growing bigger n bigger.. I cant help myself not to think about u even for a second... I just wanna be with u all the time, to see ur smiling face and to hear ur voice~

Got new project to do.. Got order for wedding dress and kurung.. Have to work harder and tajamkan skills yang ada... Project Kurung Creative for Kids on the way..

Latest news will inform later..

Ciou

Berhari Sabtu Di Office~

Seharian suntuk menghabiskan masa di office..
sungguh bahagia (please read as Su*ks GILA)...
Jika orang-orang lain sedang sibuk dating dengan buah hati masing-masing, or paling koman pun tedo melepak kat rumah (hari mendung dan hujan renyai mmg shiok tedo)... aku pulak terperuk dalam office macam dalam tahanan.

Harapan aku masa berlalu begitu pantas kerana aku mahu segera meninggalkan office pada hari sabtu yang mulia ini...

Aku juga memblog untuk menghilangkan rasa buhsan di benak hati aku!! (dlm hati still feel like &*%^&*%^$&$)...

I miss u so much.. thats so true.. 2 weeks tak jumpa feel like 2 years.. hurry hurry come back KL so we can go dating!!

Recently kerap juga aku pergi ke Gym.. mahu burn lemak2 yang degil melekat kat perut.. haizz cam haper je kan... and dalam masa seminggu saja berat aku dah kurang.. wakakaka waka waka eyy eyy...!!
later kalau gym depan office aku nih bukak lagi, aku mahu singgah sekejap la.. paling kurang pun mahu buat aktiviti yg boleh kembangkan aku punya dada..(semalam aku tersasul cakap kat my collegues mahu makes my BREAST bigger instead of CHEST.. diorang ketawa guling-guling dekat office.. dalam hati menyumpah.. dammit!! lol).. or just lepak dalam bilik sauna yang sememangnya aku suka sejak aku di Jepun lagi!! Shiok ooo, badan pun rasa fresh!!

Selepas itu mahu ke Nagoya Textile membeli belah kain untuk dibuat baju.. or kalau tak ada sale mungkin aku kan meneroka Kamdar pula.. banyak pilihan dengan harga yang hebat.. CNY sudah habis, aku rasa sale pun sudah tak ada lagi kot.. but tinjau-tinjau saja la!!!

Bercakap tentang CNY, this year sangat2 meriah.. aku dapat angpau 3 angka!! hahaha!! tak cukup kuat.. kena ketawa cenggiini!! wahahhahahahahahhaha... if Raya Aidilfitri, bukan setakat 3 angka, maybe 4 angka pun bulih hilang jika ramai sanak saudara.. tu belum termasuk jiran tetangga... sigh...

Dekat pantry di office juga sungguh banyak makanan.. dalam tidak aku sedari, sudah hampir setengah balang aku habiskan kerepek yang sugguh sedap rasanya...

Ni aku nak bg cadangan kat boss aku.. eventho aku tahu dia tak kuasa nak baca blog2 nih.. some more dia tak mungkin paham bahasa melayu if im not translate this to Japanese.. .. cadangan nya berbunyi begini!!
" Boss, I rasa lebih baik kita tak open office during saturday n sunday becoz membazir letric n aircond saja..." ...

i dont think she will agree!!! ;(

Ciou!!

choices

aku dihidangkan dengan pelbagai pilihan di depan mata..
selalu mengharapkan pilihan yang dibuat adalah yang terbaik..
tetapi kadang kala aku alpa dalam mengejar apa yang aku inginkan..
terleka buat aku hilang arah dan sesat hala tujuan...

bilimana pilihan yang dibuat tidak menepati apa yang dihajatkan, itu salah kita dalam membuat pilihan atau salah kita dalam mengatur langkah mencapai tujuan tersebut?? mungkin juga perkara tersebut bukanlah yang terbaik untuk kita, atau mungkin juga kita tidak melakukan yang terbaik!! demi mengejar cita-cita, kita terupa apa yang lebih berharga.. mungkin perkara-perkara ini membuatkan impian yang dibina tidak kesampaian.

kadang-kala terbit perasaan cemburu pada insan-insan yang mempunyai hati cekal dalam menghadapi hidup mereka. Mereka tahu apa yang mereka inginkan, dan lebih penting lagi mereka tahu bagaimana untuk mencapai apa yang mereka impikan. Selalu timbul perasaan curiga dan was-was dalam aku mengatur langkah perjalanan hidup aku.. kesilapan lalu membuatkang langkah yang diatur sedikit perlahan dan canggung. Tiada keyakinan, membuatkan aku lemah. Tiada sokongan membuatkan aku lelah..

Berpijak pada bumi nyata.. masih banyak yang aku impikan.. masih banyak yang aku dambakan dalam hidup aku.. kuatkan semangat.. cekal dan tabah hadapi dugaan.. suatu hari nanti pasti segala impian akan terlaksana..

Berikan aku sedikit harapan, untuk aku kemudi hidup aku dengan sedikit keyakinan. Berikan aku sedikit belas ihsan, agar aku tidak lagi teraniya dan tertindas.. Berikan aku sedikit kesempatan, untuk aku merasai cinta yang tidak pernah aku dapatkan..

esok sudah mula kerja.. aku akui sedikit lalai dan alpa bila dihanyut keselesaan.. aku sepatutnya lebih berusaha gigih dan lunaskan tanggungjawab aku dengan baik. aku mahu berikan yang terbaik. kerana aku yakin aku adalah antara yang terbaik.

頑張ろう～

starting 2011

its 2011 already..
cepat sangat masa berlalu..
terdetik hati aku untuk menulis d blog ini yang telah lama aku tinggalkan.
im not a good writer, got no good story to share with people, and no idea what to write about!!
its almost 6 am.. but i still awake and cant sleep..
maybe i fall asleep the whole day yesterday makes my eyes hard to feel sleepy!

thinking about u really drive me crazy. maybe im just annoying u with all my messages n words, but i cant help myself to stop thinking bout u all the time.
a friend told me to slow it down, afraid it will makes that person feel uncomfortable and annoyed by me.. yeah i think my friend is right.. i should control myself a bit.. but still, i feel soooooooo ''&('&'')&&%$... sigh...

honestly i dont know what u think about me.. u shows me ur care, but sometimes u makes me feel like im nothing to u! but i dont care.. i still like u a lot.. and i really really.... hmmm i dont wanna say it now.. still early.. but yeah i can feel the different rhythm of my heart beat after know you..

can u hear me? can u read my heart n my mind? would u mind to tell me what is in ur mind? or at least would you let me know what do u think about me?? sounds so desperate, but hell yeah im so desperate to see u now.. i have to wait another 7 days for that!! sigh...

time oh time... fly fly faster la.. wanna see u.. smiling next to me.. driving together and looking for nice food to eat!! miss your laughter and your lovely voice singing to me while we go driving.

i hope u enjoy ur CNY with ur family there.. and next week come back to KL... and we go jalan2 again... cant wait to meet u... miss u soo much sayang!!

i hate this sweetest feeling in my heart now.. makes my life so miserable when u r not here...

k

silent night..

its almost 3am.. so silent and so calm..
the room so empty..
dont know what to add.. and dont know what to do..

waiting for my baby.. hopefully can be with it end of this month..
or early january..
hopefully everything will be fine n ok..

i miss japan..
hope can visit there again..
i miss the foods and miss the places ive been before..

now trying to achieve and fullfill my life with my dreams..
little by little, one by one..
i will make sure everything perfect and just like what i want..

life getting hard...
i dont know if i could face it...
but i have to force myself to be strong..
this is my life..
and i wont waste it like before..