silent night..

its almost 3am.. so silent and so calm..
the room so empty..
dont know what to add.. and dont know what to do..

waiting for my baby.. hopefully can be with it end of this month..
or early january..
hopefully everything will be fine n ok..

i miss japan..
hope can visit there again..
i miss the foods and miss the places ive been before..

now trying to achieve and fullfill my life with my dreams..
little by little, one by one..
i will make sure everything perfect and just like what i want..

life getting hard...
i dont know if i could face it...
but i have to force myself to be strong..
this is my life..
and i wont waste it like before..